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nicholas d. wolfwood ([personal profile] asipofbride) wrote2013-04-06 05:02 pm

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This is Wolfwood. Leave a message and maybe I'll get back to you.


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backdated to beginning of feburary no i didn't forget | text

[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
wolfwood, are you working today?

[ sent 10:28am, school has only just started for the day. so why would kni be texting him so early in the day? ]
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
i am in class
well
i'm in the bathroom right now.


[that (...) blinks on and off as he types out something, then deletes it--]

could you pick me up?
please.
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[kni wishes he knew, too. he's always prided himself on being able to follow through, never quitting, never running away--

but right now he's hiding inside a bathroom stall feeling ready to hurl. does this count as running away?]


i don't know
my stomach hurts and i tried to ignore it but
it hurts too much
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
of course he'd have a name for it...

[it's so stupid, but sometimes that's what you need when you're feeling as miserable as he is right now.]

okay

please don't tell vash
i know he'll find out, but
not right now
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
he named the coffee kettle?

[but wolfwood seems... okay with kni's request, somehow. he isn't sure what he expected as a response and while he feels tentatively hopeful, it doesn't dispel the wave of nauseating anxiety cramping him from the inside out.

just as instructed, kni heads back to class, feeling just as awful as when he first left after receiving his teacher's hesitant approval.

ten minutes (give or take) may not be very long, usually, but right now it feels like an absolute eternity. he'll wait however long it takes and hope no one tries to talk to him in the time it takes for wolfwood to not break any traffic laws.]
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
wouldn't that also make you a dork for dating him?

[or a double dork because everyone knows dante is just as embarrassing as vash is.

but the joke is toothless and it's the last thing kni sees while he waits in class, stomach twisting and heart pounding like a prey animal being hunted for sport. he certainly didn't wake up that morning feeling like this, but somewhere between the drive into the city and the sight of the school building creeping into frame vash's conversational tone faded back against the intrusive static of his own worry-weighted thoughts.

the meager breakfast he ate that morning was quickly starting to feel like regret, but he'd sooner stop breathing if it kept him from repeating what happened last time.

the office call comes in almost completely on time, but kni hasn't been keeping track of the minutes. his teacher barely has a chance to call his name before kni is already making a beeline for the door, backpack clutched to his chest.

he never would have thought that the sight of wolfwood would offer him some relief, the gravity of his anxiety lifting just enough to allow him to breathe in. whatever look the desk lady may be giving them is beyond kni's attention, stepping over to wolfwood's side as silent as a ghost.]
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-20 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[one day kni will start taking a tally of how many different nicknames wolfwood can come up for him, a seemingly bottomless well of choices that almost always elicits the same reaction from him: groaning and mild irritation because he is not vash or dante and why doesn't eve get weird, jokey nicknames? completely unfair.

but the nickname is given allowance for today, because kni is just relieved that he isn't alone, lost out at sea trying his very best to keep his head above the waves. a little hair ruffling and easy encouragement are a welcome relief in comparison.

he nods in understanding and leans against wolfwood as the older man throws a comforting arm around his shoulders. the world feels smaller like this, just a little less overwhelming. the office fluorescent lights made duller in wolfwood's presence, and kni is quietly thankful for it. he'll hold it together for as long as he needs to, taking in the faded notes of tobacco still clinging to wolfwood's jacket. over time, and against his will, the scent of cigarettes were familiar to him now. as familiar as the cloying sweetness of vash making jams on the stove top to the coffee pot (he now knows has a name) chugging along in its brewing every morning. it's not so bad now, but it'll be some time before kni admits that maybe wolfwood smoking isn't the worst thing he's ever experienced.]
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[personal profile] ornamentals 2024-02-25 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want to puke...

[even if it might make him feel better, he'd rather suffer the pains of an anxiety-induced stomachache. the stubbornness runs deep here.

being outside helps, though. yet even with the claustrophobic haze of school slowly starting to lift, the pressure against his chest keeps up. kni shakes his head.]


Can I run deliveries with you?